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Hello everyone. The name's Sean, or Sheen. I don't actually care which one you call me, just don't call me something totally insane like, ginegine or something to that effect. I'm homosexual. Shocking isn't it. And for all you children who know nothing about life. That means I like boys, not girls. And I do not care how many times you call me a "fucking bent cunt" I will not change. Deal with it.

I'm a pesca-vegetarian, which means the only meat I eat is fish. I was brought up, eating meat, It was something you did, you ate it, who cares where It came from, you ate it or went hungry. But now I can see the problems with it personally. I'd so love to just go "eww meat" and never eat it again, but it's not that simple. Over the many years it's become a part of my life, so slowly I'm ridding myself of it, and I'm proud of the change. No living creature deserves to die for our tastebuds.

On paper, I'm a Christian. As a child I was Christened and taken to church every week for a few years. Then my mum turned round one day when I started to question what belief actually was and said "Sean. I've introduced you to the religion I was brought up in. Now you can explore the world and choose what you want to believe." And sometimes, I wish so much she'd spend my childhood pressing into me that there is some god or other and I should love him with all my heart and never lose faith, and I'd done that. Because to have an unfaltering belief of what will happen and the reasoning behind everything would be so easy. To not have that niggling "Who? What? Why? When?" Who knows the meaning of life? What happens when I die? Why did the universe begin? When will it end? I don't know. And I probably never will. I don't know whether there is a god or not. But one thing I do know, is that in this reality, anything is possibly so I'm not stamping out all faith in a higher power. But the thing I believe, is that each one of us is a miracle. Miracles exist, as we all are them. We are embodiments of the wonderful miracle of life. There is this life we have been given, we can think, reason and can be opinionated. If our dream of a miracle is people helping the aged, why not do that? Why not be that miracle? If your dream of a miracle is people helping those in poverty. Why not do it yourself? Be the miracle of that. Life and the Love and Compassion we put into it, is in my opinion the closest strong belief I have to a "god."

My friends. I suppose thinking about It I was being pretty emo before all like "I HAVE NO FRIENDS -feels sorry for self-" because, in fact I do. It's just I don't get to see them as much as I'd like and I get pretty upset and begin to think they couldn't care less. I'd say my good friends are Kazzaeh, Alice, Leia, Holly.. Although I have many other people I get along well with and I'd call friends, Like Michael, Robbie, Chris, etc, and then you've got the online friends, who yeah, don't technically count however, most show no signs in wanting to be anything other than friends. I really should be more grateful I know such cool people.

Me physically. Well. I'm not much to look at. I'm pretty slim, although I wouldn't go as far as to say I'm REALLY SKINNY, cause I'm not. My hair has been pretty long in it's time but now it's quite short-ish, brown, and a bush, my teeth are crooked (i've got braces), my skin could be worse, however I do have acne, and believe you me, It's absolutely the most horrible thing ever, ok, maybe that's an exaggeration, but only slightly. I'm weak, yeah that's right, runt, whatever, so what, I want to be a musician not a fucking weight lifter. I'm your average random that sorta floats about in the school library at lunch, break and sometimes even after school. Pretty cool if you don't seriously piss me off, then I'm a total fucking bitch. Nothing too special though. Average, if not a little under. Meh... that's me I guess..

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